workin it

starting at a new salon, visited the post office to send out announcments to clients, just ordered all my color, registered for all my classes, walked the dogs, ate some ice cream and took a nap, looking at moving into a new house, not too bad for a thursday.

room mate from hell

So everyone has a "room mate story" right? A room mate that has drove them to complete insanities that they remember for the rest of their lives and can always recall a memory that lurks in their mind and makes them absolutley shudder. So here is mine, a year full of living hell. So I decided to go to cosmetology school after highschool, my parents were going to help me out so I could live alone and not have to deal with finding a room mate etc. the price for a one bedroom was not all that bad anyways, well the admissions advisor called one day and mentioned a girl looking for a room mate, so I agreed, what could it hurt? mistake number one. she seemed nice, we met at tim hortons for 20 minutes, what would cause me to think after 20 minutes this girl was normal, decent to live with? who knows? I ask myself this every time I look back onto this. So moving in happened, we started school, i will call this room mate Carrie. (*in sake of concealing the identity.) Carrie and I hardly spoke, very few words between the two of us, shyness perhaps. In a way to shorten this year up, I will begin listing the ways that 2006-2007 became hell in house for me.
* One late night around midnight or so I hear crying coming from the room next to me, hmmm... what could that be? well it is Carrie with cramps and I needed to take her to the hospital. So I did, I was concerned with her health. yes I have a heart. SO i waited ALL night, ALL night, always having in the back of my head that I had class in the morning and after class had to drive 2 hrs back to my parents house. So 7 am came around, after pulling an all nighter at the hospital with her, went to class, ran home after class and drove straight to my parents, then after all of this what do I get? a complaint that I didnt clean before I left for the weekend?!?! because poor sick her, had to be at home sick with my stuff in the living room!!!wtf.
*I started dating my now boyfriend steve, in the very beginning of our relationship, we made pancakes for breakfast and ate on a lazy sunday morning. Then found out that Carrie was mad because I did not share and offer our pancakes... um, wow.
*ahh and we cant forget about the constant phone calls to my mother about issues. um i am a big girl and my mom does not want to hear you whine.
*drunken phone calls late night/early morning wanting me to go pick her up.

More or less I moved out early. I couldnt take it, I bailed, packed one day, moved out the next and lived with a friend to finish up cos school.
Venting this makes me laugh, kind of a disgusted laugh, but laugh all the same. It is nice to look back and see how much I have accomplished and how much she has not changed, but girls will be girls and gossip, as for me...I got myself a blog.

Uninspired

Hmmm, So not much to write about, I think maybe I have been too tired. Update, Steve and I got a new car, we built a fence for our dogs, the salon I have been working at is closing, and I need to find a job asap, um...i am almost completely registered at MTU, I love Legally Blonde the musical, i love watching sunsets, when I have more energy perhaps I will type more then.

Do onto others as you want others to do you

I think it was in kindergarten, when I learned such great life lessons such as "two wrongs don't make a right" "treat people how you want to be treated." So sure I might get a gold star for following those tricks, but what happens when others dont? What kind of reaction does that deserve. What kind of prize besides disappointment comes from throwing effort into something that does not deserve it, or does not return it?

Irked, Irritated, and Overall tired

It's one of those days. One of those days that you're not really sure who you're mad at. What happens when one of "those days" turns into one of those weeks. There are many subjects, many ways this could tie in, but I am going to stick with the vague story line........
Actually nope. I thought blogging this would help, no such luck. I guess when there is an uncomfortable subject to talk about, when is the right time to bring it up. Why sometimes is it the people you trust the most, the hardest ones to talk to?
I will give it a few days, maybe a week. See what happens then.
Adios for now- on with the day

Knowing when you are ready...

I've always heard parents, teachers etc. say "Oh well he/she just wasnt ready for college" Yet that student continues to stay in college and pull out with a 2.5 maybe, 2.0 on a bad semester... why? That money just gets drank away, lazily slept away? I have never been happier with the decisions that I have made- waiting for college. Paying for everything on my own- seeing that this really will only happen once. I can look back in highschool, learn from my mistakes- I can look into the real world and say hmm, wow I worked as a full time stylist I have no problem not working full time. I am ready to be a student. I am ready to spend my days studying and making the most of my short time at college. I was able to say no to excessive partying, I was able to truly want to do good. I wont get another chance. This is my second chance.
Hopefully I can continue to prove to myself that this is what I want and that I am going to continue doing this for myself because I am ready. I have came to realize it's not a big deal to not be ready for college, in fact it is completley normal, so I stand by the saying- Don't do anything your not ready to do- you will know its the right time.

Forgettin Finals

Finals- The final time to show the teacher that you may have actually paid attention the entire semster, I was inspired to write earlier today, and then my dryer broke, my exam didnt save online, I broke a nail, stubbed my toe and feel like I might go insane if I dont find out my final grades soon. SO my inspiration has dwindled down to a mere paragraph. My fortune cookie today read: "You will recieve important news from a child"C'mon child- give me some good news.